Perfectly satisfied.

Sometimes..

Not today, but every once in a while

When I’m alone

When I’m blank

Not happy, not sad

Just perfectly satisfied.

No guilt from the past

No idea how long I’ll last

Just a veil of glorious nothingness

Enveloping me

Teasing me

And perfectly satisfied

It’s the end of the day

Or the peak of the night

Doesn’t matter if the moon shines

Or if the sun is walking by

Here, beneath this sky tonight

I lie perfectly satisfied.

You were here once

May be you’re still around

If you want to, if you can

Come, sit a while

I’ll share this moment with you..

..When I’m perfectly satisfied.

The Game

Let’s play a game today

The one we played in school

I’ll arrange some random words

U’ll have to find them a meaning

Don’t try too hard to find

I’ll keep it easy this first time

Friend, we, instantly, were

Years, many, gone, by

Better, we, now, each other, know

Things, few, my, on, mind, are

Are u getting what I’m sayin

Or r u baffled by this rhyme?

rides, music, rum, insomnia

Outlining the wasted times

the smoke, nights, speed, laughter

and the never ending fights

the chemistry lessons, the vapor shift,

simple words.. I hope u get the drift!

Chasing, running, connecting, forgetting

U, know, I, hope, at, what, I’m, getting

May not be perfect, I, and, are, neither, you

Lets spend the time guessing what got us through

Better, life may be, when, are, u, by my side

Lets take it slow, lets see what we find!

The games we played.. many

This was the last one

Was it nice one, my dear?

Did you read the words? was it fun?

So tell me now

How long will it take

for you to make sense of

this last string of words i make...

I…… You…… Love…

(yes, i'm corny sometimes)

He reads me..

he was gone
but never really was
he was with me
but never really mine
he was known
but i never could know him
he touched
but i could never feel him
he is gone
but when was he near?

random 3

The forgiver, he said he was
for he had nothing else to give
forgiveness was the only precious thing
he was left with, to give meQ

I took it, teary eyed
but never found a use for it
The shelf space was occupied
by the mementos left by sorrow and guilt

his last gift, stayed wrapped,
I never could open it
I my darkest hours,
I wanted to wrap myself in its enveloping light
...... But I never could!

nowayneverever!!

Never letting you go.... never ever EVER!
there's just no way...
even if in my dreams,
i'll keep u with me.

Till morning light creeps in.. ur safe in the darkness of my mind.

idontknowwhati'mthinking!

far away from home... a new life, new beginning, heck.... even a new career.
yet same old thoughts of reminiscent past find a way back to my mind
I don't know what is it about that time that i can't escape it
What if? what could happen? will it happen? .... my mind plays tricks on me
there's light at the end of the tunnel or may be its a mirage
I'll wait and watch to see what happens... thats the best i can.

doicarewhatthismeans????

U fall, u break, get up and chase

The pieces, the edges, they weld but shake

At night they tremble

By dawn they stumble

Come wind, come rain

By day they’re back on the way

They stick together like parts of engine

They steam, they heat.. stick to the beat

Cover the miles.. rewind and repeat

Maintain the pace, pump up the race

Breathing down each other’s neck

Never face to face.

Crossing the deserts, streams and lakes

Off the highway, a narrow escape

They’ve been at it for years

For months and days

They reach the mountains

And the map is traced

The journey’s to end

That’s its fate

Today or tomorrow

Sooner or late

The curtain falls on one

Others shall wait

The path he treads

To the holy gate

The journey has ended

For that’s its fate

Righteous or not

Watch and wait

The end is near

That’s no debate

The turn has come

Walk down the gate!