Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Disintegration





He takes another look at her,
And she’s nobody’s treasure anymore.
She disintegrates like all beautiful things,
Shatters into a million, little, glittering pieces,
Waiting for the wind to sweep the fragments away,
Just so she can wrap herself around him again.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

but love..




A mighty pain to love it is,
and 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
but of all the pains, the greatest pain
is to love, but love in vain.

Abraham Crowley

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Waiting for Amber









It will fade in a week.
When India appears and reappears
I’ll lean across a country
with my hands outstretched
longing for the unknown girl
in the neon bazaar



Part of the poem - An Unknown Girl by Moniza Alvi

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Spiders















dreams are made winding through my head,
through my head,
before you know,
i will be waiting all awake.





Spiders - System of a Down



Friday, November 26, 2010

born of free will




Oh young soul, open your eyes
See the colors and the blinding lights
Feel the edges, brutal and sharp
Your spirit is untamed and energy unbound.

This world was waiting for your arrival.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

City of Dreams




When sand ran through his hands,
in her hair it got stuck,
the evening started at nine,
in the background of traffic thump,
the nights, they never came,
and sleep was unheard of,
it was called the city of dreams,
in this city we once met.


Where train timings were our only villains,
And love was measured by auto fare,
It was the city of freedom,
where life was drenched in salty air.
The raindrops came unannounced,
and kept pouring down for months.
They said it was the city of dreams,
in this city, we once met.


Our lives ran on just three tracks,
We were lost in east and west,
And every day was like yesterday,
you were the pawn, I was the jest,
we were lost in this city of dreams,
and you did what you had to do,
If its still that city of dreams,
This is where I’ll wait for you.



Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Perfectly satisfied.



Sometimes..
Not today, but every once in a while
When I’m alone
When I’m blank
Not happy, not sad
Just perfectly satisfied.

No guilt from the past
No idea how long I’ll last
Just a veil of glorious nothingness
Enveloping me
Teasing me
And perfectly satisfied

It’s the end of the day
Or the peak of the night
Doesn’t matter if the moon shines
Or if the sun is walking by
Here, beneath this sky tonight
I lie perfectly satisfied.

You were here once
May be you’re still around
If you want to, if you can
Come, sit a while
I’ll share this moment with you..
..When I’m perfectly satisfied.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The Game


Let’s play a game today

The one we played in school

I’ll arrange some random words

U’ll have to find them a meaning

Don’t try too hard to find

I’ll keep it easy this first time



Friend, we, instantly, were

Years, many, gone, by

Better, we, now, each other, know

Things, few, my, on, mind, are

Are u getting what I’m sayin

Or r u baffled by this rhyme?



rides, music, rum, insomnia

Outlining the wasted times

the smoke, nights, speed, laughter

and the never ending fights

the chemistry lessons, the vapor shift,

simple words.. I hope u get the drift!


Chasing, running, connecting, forgetting

U, know, I, hope, at, what, I’m, getting

May not be perfect, I, and, are, neither, you

Lets spend the time guessing what got us through

Better, life may be, when, are, u, by my side

Lets take it slow, lets see what we find!


The games we played.. many

This was the last one

Was it nice one, my dear?

Did you read the words? was it fun?


So tell me now

How long will it take

for you to make sense of

this last string of words i make...

I…… You…… Love…


(yes, i'm corny sometimes)



Sunday, March 21, 2010

random 3

The forgiver, he said he was
for he had nothing else to give
forgiveness was the only precious thing
he was left with, to give meQ

I took it, teary eyed
but never found a use for it
The shelf space was occupied
by the mementos left by sorrow and guilt

his last gift, stayed wrapped,
I never could open it
I my darkest hours,
I wanted to wrap myself in its enveloping light
...... But I never could!

Monday, February 1, 2010

nowayneverever!!

Never letting you go.... never ever EVER!
there's just no way...
even if in my dreams,
i'll keep u with me.

Till morning light creeps in.. ur safe in the darkness of my mind.

Friday, January 8, 2010

idontknowwhati'mthinking!

far away from home... a new life, new beginning, heck.... even a new career.
yet same old thoughts of reminiscent past find a way back to my mind
I don't know what is it about that time that i can't escape it
What if? what could happen? will it happen? .... my mind plays tricks on me
there's light at the end of the tunnel or may be its a mirage
I'll wait and watch to see what happens... thats the best i can.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

doicarewhatthismeans????

U fall, u break, get up and chase

The pieces, the edges, they weld but shake

At night they tremble

By dawn they stumble

Come wind, come rain

By day they’re back on the way

They stick together like parts of engine

They steam, they heat.. stick to the beat

Cover the miles.. rewind and repeat

Maintain the pace, pump up the race

Breathing down each other’s neck

Never face to face.

Crossing the deserts, streams and lakes

Off the highway, a narrow escape

They’ve been at it for years

For months and days

They reach the mountains

And the map is traced

The journey’s to end

That’s its fate

Today or tomorrow

Sooner or late

The curtain falls on one

Others shall wait

The path he treads

To the holy gate

The journey has ended

For that’s its fate

Righteous or not

Watch and wait

The end is near

That’s no debate

The turn has come

Walk down the gate!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

pepper eves

The days, as they were
I reminisce today
We rose, as we fell
I thought they’d stay
The pepper sprinkled evenings
And the forbidden delights
Taste buds were tingled
As the smoke filled the nights

Was it days or weeks
I can’t decide
But it was without a doubt
The best time of my life
From the 24 hours of the day
The evenings I tried to steal
Waking though the dark
It was almost surreal

Burning tingle of pepper
Slowly faded away
Through the deceitful windows
The dawn made its way
Then came a nauseous morning
with hangover for souvenir
the summer time was over
and gone was the pepper filled air!

Monday, March 24, 2008

Random


An idea can change the world
but what value do my words have?
The permutation/combination of letters
Or is it just a random obsession

A mystery one can never solve
In my mind, the alphabets dissolve
What remains is a thought
A feeling that can’t be bought

A stimulation that words can’t render
Like the first rain drops on a flower
Like the first kiss, oh the first love
Who am I to describe, I’m no philosopher
I’m just a mortal, attempting to conquer
The mind and the soul, a big black hole
Is love a part or is it the whole

I wonder as I wander on
Truth is, I was never born
I was always in the words
Of poets and of saints

My ingredients existed in the feelings
Of fools and lovers too
Oh I’m unique, I’m an individual
But my feelings are nothing new
I’m just some blood with the clay
The same joys, the same pain

What is new that I bring to the world
When all I feel is just borrowed
These thoughts that keep sprouting
While I seek the truth, Oh my mind is harrowed

All that’s new is the ideas
And the journey it generates
The destination is the same
We do all that it takes

The mind games or the sword fights
Oh they are but the same
One hurts the mind, other the body
But isn’t the one hurt the same…

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Iron horse


There he stands by his iron horse
There she waits with her bag of dreams
The night is falling, the star-lit sky
And they start on their journey!

The highways and streets they tread on
To the places, she’d never seen
The ride is fast and smooth
The way he promised it to be

Take a shelter in a faraway town
Saving every last penny
Sleeping with backs against each other
But the hearts are entwining deep

They wait for the morning sun
To resume their journey again
Unaware of destiny’s conspiracy
Pure passion, pure pain…

Through passing hours and miles
An almost dizzying pace
He looks back into the rear view
The wind jostling her hair

He stops right there to fight her hair
And one little kiss he steals
A little jolt and she opens her eyes
Oh that was but a dream!

The midnight ride and the moonlight
It almost casts a spell
The shimmering lights and the stars above
And his intoxicating smell!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Nemesis - the greek goddess of revenge!


I can challenge, delight and induce
its all upto your excuse
heighten my dose, i'll make u abuse
take some more, your conscience will fuse
Run away from me, try if u can
with every breath, your lungs - i will seduce

Lover o'mine, an addict u are
i'll astound and confound, amuse and confuse
give me up, that can't be
the pleasure i give is not for free
surrender and pain i owe u as dues
i become stronger as u reduce

Many men have i slaved
for you're not the only one
many men have i harrowed
every father, every son

the ones who surrendered, their lives - blurred
the ones who rebelled were shaken and stirred
but no one escaped, my leashes so strong
are you the one who'd prove me wrong?

Rise my child, 'coz now its your turn
ignite me again, for u I'd burn
as the night dissolves in the light of the sun
a mother will lose yet another son!

Friday, February 1, 2008

THE ACES OF ROCK!


It takes going though a complete mayhem, being part of a stampede, getting ur ass fucked from all the sides, screaming ur lungs out till its over.. but it aint over till IRON MAIDEN says 'Hhhhhhaaaaallllowwwwwed beee thy naaaaaaammmmmmmmmmeeeeee', to truly experience the power of iron maiden controlling a massive croud of wasted youth at the mumbai mmrda grounds, on 1st feb 2008!

After all that me and my friends had to go through to get there, buy tickets, get high and finally get to the golden spot.... right there 5 ft away from bruce!!.. aaaah the life couldn't get any better.....(or so we thought).. but then bruce ordered,'Scream for me mumbai'...'scream for me mumbai'.... 'scream for me mumbai'
and we screamed like we'd never screamed before..in

every beat nicko played on his cage-like drum kit.. was the beat of my heart

was it a rock show, a drama, a theatrical musical or iron maiden at its best!!
whatever it was, it flipped us all 'SOMEWHERE BACK IN TIME'

highlights... well '2 minutes to midnight, rime of the ancient mariner, trooper, moonchild, run to the hills, Iron Maiden, wasted years, can i play with madness, fear of the dark, hallowed be thy name'

if that wasn't enough, the backdrop changed with every track.. bruce literally changed costumes, eddie- the 10 ft giant robot walked in to shoot down everybody when bruce yelled,' iron maiden is gonna get all of u!'

3 guitarists, 1 bassist, 1 drummer, 1 vocalist, 1 key boards... it couldnt get any better than this!

the euphoria, the screaming crowds, the fainting ppl, the sweat drenched afternoon and breezy evening.. the 15 min long ancient mariner... the whole experience was worth every single penny busted and evry single last drop of sweat

HALLOWED BE THY NAME... HALLOWED BE IRON MAYHEM!!

SCRRRREAAM FOR MEEE MUMBAAIII..!